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Thursday, March 22, 2007

addicted to you.
that's what i am.
forever to bear this curse,
until the end.

my heart send me on a vicious cycle,
of loving someone,
then the feeling fades,
and then, loving someone else..

its true that no one rules the heart,
but can't it see,
that this guy is SO wrong for me?

different status.
different cliques.
different race.
different everything.

the arrow that struck me must have been meant for another,
cause this is all WronG..

a love with no chance,
a like with no future,
my feelings in dance,
because of the doings of nature.

Lost @ 6:25 AM


i have not seen you for one day,
and already my heart beats fast with worry
this is how StronG
you hold on me is..

its frightening.
its exhilarating.
its dangerous.
its unavoidable.

O' heart!
why?why?why?
why ThiS guy?
why NoW?

Lost @ 6:12 AM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

winged cupid blinded.
flying and striking arrows,
in every direction.
and i JusT had to fall for you..

now cupid,
can't you do it vice versa?
make him fall for me now..
you owe me this for all the hurt u caused me..

my heart almost torn out,
from running to you..
don't go away,
i need you..

nothing in life is perfect,
except for love.
let us make perfection,
together me and you..

Lost @ 6:20 AM

Sunday, March 4, 2007

Ni yau wo shuo duo nan kan
wo gen ben bu shao fen kai
wei she me hai yao wo yong wie xiao lai dai guo

silence everywhere
a world full of people
but i'm all alone
all all alone

only the beat of my heart accompanies me
but,
your face,
your eyes,
just YOU,
i see throughout the day
i can't be free of you!

i turn and turn,
in this empty world.
Loving, waiting, dreaming
always searching for your face

Lost @ 11:46 PM

Friday, March 2, 2007

love is the deepest like,
like is the lightest love

what's wrong with me?
i love a guy i cannot touch,
my my love for the guy i have,
is now fading away..

it is so hard to keep the flame burning,
but its not only my fault
YOU don't even notice,
that we're driftin apart..

i miss you and ur smile,
i miss us and our relationship.
i keep thinking of our times together,
and wonder at what happened..

it WaS so right..

what changed?
you were always there,
spendin time with me,
jus talkin..

now,
i don't hear frm u at all.
you wave when we meet.
but that's all??

its just not enough.

Lost @ 6:04 AM