As i gaze on the mountains,
and its endless greens,
As i gaze upon the rivers,
and its peaceful tranquility,

I wonder,
Who am I?
Why am I here?
What is my purpose?

For i am but one person,
Not so special,
Not so intelligent,
And certainly not that important in the scheme of things

Then why do i breathe the gift of life?
Is someone out there?
Someone who can answer my questions?
Someone who can calm my worried mind?

Someone said i'm lucky,
Lucky cause' beauty surrounds me
But what is lucky?
When my soul is trapped and unfree

Someone said i'm lucky,
Lucky cause' I'm starting a new me
but what is lucky?
When no one can see the real me

Someone said i'm lucky,
Lucky cause' people like me,
But what is lucky?
When the one i love doesn't love me

I may be lucky,
I may be new,
I may be liked,
But I'm unhappy

Where are you for me to laugh with?
Where are you for me to cry with?
Where are you for me to shout at?
Where are you for me to praise?

Where are you for me to hug?
Where are you for me to "joke" with?
For my eyes can't capture you face,
and my ears can't hear your laughter

But,
if you were here,
to hear what i have to say,
i would say,

Never fear the world,
even though we are not side by side,
Never hesitate to love,
even though i'm not there to guide

and remember always,
I Love You <3

Though miles apart,
You're always in my heart,
I have so much to say to you,
but you're not here to hear it

I didn't say goodbye,
and for that,
I RegreT

If only i told you,
If only you knew,
What I thought,
What I felt

Would you accept my love?
Would you embrace me?
Would I finally have your love?
Would I finally feel your embrace?

addicted to you.
that's what i am.
forever to bear this curse,
until the end.

my heart send me on a vicious cycle,
of loving someone,
then the feeling fades,
and then, loving someone else..

its true that no one rules the heart,
but can't it see,
that this guy is SO wrong for me?

different status.
different cliques.
different race.
different everything.

the arrow that struck me must have been meant for another,
cause this is all WronG..

a love with no chance,
a like with no future,
my feelings in dance,
because of the doings of nature.

i have not seen you for one day,
and already my heart beats fast with worry
this is how StronG
you hold on me is..

its frightening.
its exhilarating.
its dangerous.
its unavoidable.

O' heart!
why?why?why?
why ThiS guy?
why NoW?

winged cupid blinded.
flying and striking arrows,
in every direction.
and i JusT had to fall for you..

now cupid,
can't you do it vice versa?
make him fall for me now..
you owe me this for all the hurt u caused me..

my heart almost torn out,
from running to you..
don't go away,
i need you..

nothing in life is perfect,
except for love.
let us make perfection,
together me and you..

Ni yau wo shuo duo nan kan
wo gen ben bu shao fen kai
wei she me hai yao wo yong wie xiao lai dai guo

silence everywhere
a world full of people
but i'm all alone
all all alone

only the beat of my heart accompanies me
but,
your face,
your eyes,
just YOU,
i see throughout the day
i can't be free of you!

i turn and turn,
in this empty world.
Loving, waiting, dreaming
always searching for your face

love is the deepest like,
like is the lightest love

what's wrong with me?
i love a guy i cannot touch,
my my love for the guy i have,
is now fading away..

it is so hard to keep the flame burning,
but its not only my fault
YOU don't even notice,
that we're driftin apart..

i miss you and ur smile,
i miss us and our relationship.
i keep thinking of our times together,
and wonder at what happened..

it WaS so right..

what changed?
you were always there,
spendin time with me,
jus talkin..

now,
i don't hear frm u at all.
you wave when we meet.
but that's all??

its just not enough.

i think of you
every minute of every day
why do you haunt me so?
your handsome face hovering in my sight

everywhere i go,
isearch for your face.
even just a glimpse of you,
sets my heart free

seing your smile,
makes my skin burn.
i see you.
but,
you will never really see me..

i long to touch you,
to make sure that you're not just a dream..
but we're seperated my status,
and circumstance

every morning i await your presense,
you reward me eveytime,
but rip my heart out,
at your ignorence of my existence..

why did i fall for you?
so out of my reach,
but always in my heart..
how did you capture my soul?

you're my fantasy,
a dream that will never become a reality.
Even so,
i can't stop wishin for us to be togother..